music		cortexelation wub as
	mood		evovigorated

Mike's graduation party. I woke up late, and then I recalled the facebook event said "better late than never" lol.

My god. So much fucking fun. I was greeted by Max, with whom I quickly followed into absurdity. Tai chi with sound effects -- SO MUCH more satisfying LMAO. Oooooop! Uuuuup!

I said, "Max, take this. This is valueable. You have to trade big for this one." I gave him a Limited Edition Isaac's Bloody Fingers pog. "CJ, you're the bank". It's true, I'm slowly creating currency. Creating perception of value. Printing my own mint. "There's going to be a moment when you'll need this. You'll show someone," I said.

Isaac joined us. "Oh this is where the party is at". We flailed our arms like gears.

I met the Vaudo extended family. I was all caught up on the edge of chaos with their attention. I told his mom she was looking fabulous. I invited Mike's grandmother to my graduation party. LMAO.

Ryan + I played Curtis + Max in badminton. KICKED ASS two games out of three. \m/!!! It was all Ryan though. Good plays.

Everyone was pointing up at this wire high up in Mike's tree. I had no idea what they were talking about, so I climbed the tree. "You climb a lot of trees don't you?" "Yeah it's all we do in NZ. Sometimes I like to sing with the birds" "Don't they fly away?" "Not in NZ. They're really curious, they'll come up to you and sing. And I'll chirp back similarly. We'll jam, call-and-response." "Really?" "Yeah there's no predators." Everyone wanted me to go higher. They believed in me. I was hesitant. Then as soon as they stopped paying attention I went up. I reached the metal wire thingy! YEAH.

Isaac: cuz I'm infatuated with CJ
CJ: cuz I'm infatuated with Isaac

MB's going on a road trip to California!! She invited me to come. I totally would've, but I have school. NEXT year.

Lmao Shaun provoked MB into spilling Orange soda all over him.

I showed a bunch of people wub as this song I recorded last night. One of them was randomly Mike McGinley. Wubwubwub. Still need to tweak the EQ on the bass. It fucking kicks ass.

Alex dribbled the soccer ball really awesome, and then he just kicked it really high. LOL. And then he ran over and headed it! And it flew up! And he RAN down the street and headed it again!! LMFAO i fell to the floor and died laughing.

Isaac (that son of a bitch) and I sat in the back seat fillying with pogs and wordplay while MB learned to drive stick. LMFAO.

"Isaac are you getting a RIDE home?"
"Yeah, I like to mix things up a bit, you know, get the best of both worlds. I know you hate me right now CJ."
"Isaac sometimes I have these nightmares. There's this meteor which lives in the second basement halfway between my house and hell. And when I see it, my soul screams with the burning pain of eternal suffering. "
"Eternal suffering? lmao."
"That's how you make me feel."

LMFAO

Mike's mom asked about Isaac's finger. Sure enough: this was Max's destiny to intervene. He pulled out his Limited Edition Isaac's Bloody Fingers pog. She winced, surely, as did the others who saw. But then their focus shifted "wait, is that a pog? What is that doing on a pog" LMAO.

CHAOS POINTS!!!

"CJ, did you want me to teach you how to drive?" I was caught off guard. "What, right now?"
"Only if YOU want." I paused. He caught me in a strange loop. I didn't remember asking him to teach me to drive, nor did I remember forming any desire to do so. He kept eye contact for what seemed to be 10 seconds, before I realized 'yes' was the new 'whatever' (a bit of wisdom I had discovered yesterday). "Yes".

Lmao. Stick shift is fucking awesome. I intuited that shift like nobody's business. I drove all around Medford High. Down the hallways, into the classrooms, around the desks. I was on a power trip.

"Wait. I know what this needs. SPEED METAL" *blasts I am ultraviolence*

OMFG. Epiphany. Some kinds of music were MADE for driving. Consistent, chugging, distorted, metal, powerful shit. It all made sense. I didn't fully understand the aesthetics; why people made this kind of music -- until I drove. Hellspeed.

I really like going fast. I would love to race, or demolish in the derby fashion.

I went home and laughed at this for a century. Pokemon Fusion.

Shawn: it's weird to imagine that all of a person's life might culminate in one reflective moment before death. Like, everything we do is for that one moment, so we can rest assured one last time that we led good lives. What is that all about!!

Johnathan lubbed wub as, and he said he wants me to make the music for his transhumanist play he's producing. SO COOL. I gave him a hug LMAO.

I've been so excited all day I can't sleep. It's 8am I'm gonna go for a walk to get my bike.

Also, all the updates I made to this website kick ass.